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I've been thinking about you... ♥♥♥

In confusion

I'm not strong; I'm fragile. But I'm trying to conceal it somehow.

I'm not certain; I'm lost. But I'm trying to find my way.

I'm not complete; I'm unsatisfied. But I'm trying to enlighten myself.

I am afraid. Please tell be how to be brave.

I TRUST in YOU

Every night after work sitting in a taxi, I usually ponder about a lot of things. I just thought that my everyday life is always a ROUTINE. I shouldn't complain about this because I have work, I can earn and I'm not a bum. But there's always a feeling of discontenment which I know for a fact that I SHOULD NOT and I have NO RIGHT to feel that way. In fact, I should be thankful.

Part of me is still incomplete, I guess. I'm uncertain about a lot of things. I don't know where my life is heading for. I just hope I can find the enlightenment that I need.

Lord, please help me. I'm entrusting everything to you.

Leave and work

"When is she gonna go back?" The other one replied, "Why, do you want her to leave soon?" "It's not that I want, but she being there can send me more money than now. I even have to pay for some of her expenses like food, but she doesn't give me enough contribution at home."

If she's feeling impatient about the situation, the person whom she wanted to leave must be feeling it more. She had been wishing to go back, earn and help them. But with the situation that she has now-stuck and uncertain of the things around her, all she can do is just wait.

She wants her to leave for money? Well, people are made like that-to work not only for themselves, but for others as well.

Old Couple

I was in a jeepney sitting at the far end. Sitting in front of me were an old man and a woman.I thought they were a couple and that was proven when got off the jeepney. When the old man got off first, she took the hand of the old woman, whom I presumed his wife, and assited her. Isn't it cute? I was expecting that the old man would just leave the old woman, but I was touched when he guided her.
Now, I'm thinking how good could that be- couples who stick together until their old
age. It's such an amazing story.

There' still a reason to SMILE

I just let my feelings out and suddenly, I thought of this song. I listened to it and made my feeling better.

For those who are down,feeling depressed and confused, or for those who need to be enlightened and be uplifted for whatever they're encountering now, this is a good song for you.


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FREqXhhYb6s

Confusion

I've hoped and believed many times. But it always distresses me. I'm so direful that I cannot hope and believe anymore because I've been longing for something but I wasn't able to have it.

What could be the reason once again for me to believe? I want to keep on believing but I'm afraid.

I have to be forbearing. Patience is something that is difficult to attain. I need to have a change in my perspective.

Thanks to you, I can have this strength. For this, I will do my very best to keep on believing.

It will require me a lot of work, but I know you got my back. ^^